April 22 Love the Lord

John 12:42-43 Yet at the same time many even among the leaders believed in him. But because of the Pharisees they would not confess their faith for fear they would be put out of the synagogue; 43 for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.
 
OH, I don’t like this scripture. It speaks to my faith weaknesses. How often do I consider inviting someone to church or asking a person about his thoughts on Jesus, but I inwardly speak an excuse? “Surely he won’t be interested. He might laugh at me. He might ridicule me or my church. It’s better if I keep quiet. I’ll just make small talk.”
    It’s really “small faith” talk. That’s deceit, isn’t it? I say that I love Jesus, but do I act and talk as if I do?  Too many times I prefer the approval of men.
    Occasionally, though, I get a glimpse of life lived more lovingly with Jesus. For example, when I pray with a stranger who has just shared some deep anxiety, I feel God’s presence and his hand on me. When I invite someone to church, and they talk about issues in their life, I can encourage them. I feel empowered to speak my love and Jesus’ love for them. Sometimes I confront lies about the Bible face-to-face with someone who publicly ridicules God’s Word. I then feel empowered to stand firm for the truth when that situation arises again.
    In other words, when I show my love for Jesus by helping others know him, I sense he is close by saying, “Thank you. I love you, too.”
 
Prayer: Forgive me, Lord, for seeking men’s approval. Strengthen my love and joy in you to always lovingly stand with you. Amen.